Making it happen! February 2, 2008

Here goes! I am going to try and make things happen differently now. I am getting off this crazy roller coaster. This morning I wanted to kill people. Now I feel sort of back together. Now I need to figure out how to keep me moving forward!

everything hurts! February 1, 2008

Money hurts. Knee hurts. Haircut too short and dykey hurts. Shit! Work feels outa control. I did go for a 30 minute walk but now me. Knee is screaming. SUCKS!!!

Day 94/ 154.8 February 1, 2008

Ok, I have felt a bit scattered the past few days. The arthritis in my back and neck seems to have flaired up. My knee, which I think I have torn a ligament, has quieted a bit because I haven’t been working out. But not working out impacts my psyche.
I want to feel better! [...]

Day 96: 156.2 January 30, 2008

OK, so I wish that I was all together but it looks like that is going to have to happen on it’s on time. Just when I think that everything should let up, it gets more complicated.

Day 100: Get myself together! January 27, 2008

This is it! I have been meesing around the last 5 days but I got a clean 100 to go before I am launchd into a new decade! What do I want to make sure is done??

Being kind to myself… January 26, 2008

Sometimes we are just to hard on ourselves. I think as a general rule, we are programmed by society to be down on ourselves. This has gotta change. I am going to embrace ALL of my ups and downs. This is a gift I give myself. Plus, this gift will have a positive impact on [...]

Day 101: On a couple’s retreat January 26, 2008

What a joy to take a moment to relax and enjoy some time away from out lives and our children. I am feeling the qualities of slowing down and taking some time for myself and sharing time with my partner. More later!

Day 102 Spa Day January 25, 2008

My sister is here. I think she saves me! More later.

Trying too hard January 23, 2008

Sometimes I wonder if I might be trying to hard to make everything perfect. I really would not like to change how I do business in a major way, but I would like to calm down and stop stressing out so much. I think that my children worry about me and how I will respond [...]

Buddhist Poem January 23, 2008

Embrace simplicity, Put others first, Desire less